Friday, December 10, 2010

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After I finished my high school, it was never my intention to study Form Six but I don't where goes wrong, I decided to give it a try. It was a mistake. ( I get that part done, check back my archive, I don't want to be a whining kid. )

Lower Sixth is pretty much FUN! Yea, I met a lot of new people, new faces around school and getting really close with my classmates. We are tight. We went out together, going Botanical Garden for our assignment, going on an eat tour, BBQ night, painting our later-not-our class and performing on stage. We have a lot of fun. Then, I said maybe this wasn't a big mistake after all.

It was Upper Sixth that changes everything. Everything. Things are getting rough. People starting to get to know you more and they saw your flaw cracked in front of them. Then, it hits them, "Wah, why he/she like that? I better distance myself." And so, they went from total best friends to nothing. Scary. However, there is always a balance. Some people connected because they saw something good inside in certain people they don't notice before. Miracle. Not only people changes, my studies was going under. Consecutive 3 times failed my Chemistry. I was like so defeated. It was my darkest time in my life. I simply just... gave up. There is no people around there to save me from the darkness. I just kept sinking. Until, it was something that someone said. No, it wasn't comforting words, it was something he/she said that let me realize how small that I become. I am no longer the old me. I became little.

Then, I started to pick up the pace. I get back what I had lost. The confidence. The dream. I restored the old me. Well, about some people, I just can't do anything. People comes and goes, those who accepted me, stay. Those who are not, thanks for the memories. I can't believe I survived Form Six. Is like I am wining Survivor. LOL. Yea, Form Six is too, a social game but I don't get to vote people out.

I just left 2 more papers! This war is never ending. I am running out of energy. Seriously. I barely wanted to study. But, I guess I have to bite my lips and get through this.

Sorry for the long drought. I AM BACK!! by next week. Ha!

3:48 AM

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