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Friday, August 20, 2010

Remember when we were little kids, there is a form that we need to fill in every year about our future career? That time the information was a little limited and I was put Teacher as my first choice and later filled up with things like Fireman, Police and something I will or you will not able to foreseen. ( Yea, I think I will ended up a police officer who was the one got caught by the thieves instead of catching them. )

After primary school, I was still certain that I will become a teacher. But that desire slowly fade away as time washes my soul. Being a teacher, is like living in a hell filled with oestrogen and testosterone which violates your inner peace and turning your life upside down. I got lost for several years until Form Five which I continue to grow interest on genetics and considered to be a genetictian.

After Form Five, I am considering myself to becoming a doctor but I knew I was never going to make it. But I know, I wanted to work in a hospital. I love the environment, the smell of drugs and antibodies and the atmosphere. Most people going to hospital for 3 reasons, they are sick or they are going to check whether they are sick or they are visiting someone they cared. Either of it, all of them are being exposed to the negativity and I want to change that. I want to bring hope, I want to let them feel they are something, each and everyone of them are part of the soul, creation of God and evolution. I want them to have their life back onto the right track, living a happy life with their family, with people they love. I miss that feeling and I am not going to let kids like me to be like me. I will bring their parents home safely.

I can't be a doctor. So, I opted to be a biomedical scientist. ( Okay, this isn't really biggie. Our primary job is like checking your blood, your urine and analyse it and giving you the report and advising the doctor what treatment should they give and stuff. Yea. I probably don't really contact with the patients which I love to. )

I know it is going to be a rough way and I might not be turned out to be. But hell, I willing to be a janitor in the hospital. ( LC suggested it. )
3:10 AM

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