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Thursday, October 7, 2010
Finally finished trial exam. Phew~ But this time, my result weren't that bad but there is still room of improvement. I really really work hard for it this time. Imagine I studied 2 volumes of chemistry in just one day. I was like, OMG, zombieeeeeeee. After the results coming out, I feel like, I am still at the bottom of the food chain. Not that I want to compare results with others, but, I hate losing. When you lose, there are always people judge your ability and look down at you. And then, there is sarcastic comments like 'I am better than you' that kind of bullshit. So, I am kinda losing some of the confidence that I gained last few months. I just feel like I am not being myself ( no, not the hardworking part.) I don't know, I hate to be jealous of someone's result because they work hard for it. I am not that kind of person who is like jealous of you because you did something good and then I spent my whole life trying to crush you down. I am not that. Argh. Stress turned me into a freaking bad person. There are only few days left and I can say bye bye! Seriously, when there is a holiday, I feel like I am in heaven. You get what I mean? LOL
6:02 PM
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