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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Confuse canfuse konfuse Help Help Help Help!!!!!!! Can someone kindly tell me what to do now? I am going Form 6. Form 6 for me is like a suicidal mission, either I win or I lose it all. I am gambling my time, my future, my teen life and my spirits. I am risking my life!!!! Now, should I go High School or back to old school? Am I making the wrong step right now? By going back to the place I familiar the most because I don't want to be alone again? Am I? Am I taking the right course? Can I manage the ultimate Biology? Can I? Did I overlook my ability? Why I ever dream to go overseas? Can I do it? I mean people better than still stick their ass in here, why I even think I can go overseas? Vince, you arrogant dog who thinks highly of yourself should go home and suck your ass. Why can't I face my biggest fear? Why can't I go High School and start anew? Why I am still afraid to be left alone? Why I can't step up and said I gonna rock this? I am tired of myself. My super shy emo personality. My super sarcastic mouth. My super ego. My super "afraid to step out". My super of "afraid of being alone". Maybe mom is right. I am the weakest link after all. The one with zero in ejaan. The one with a fail in science and add maths. The one with no awards at all. The one who is not good in everything, no expertise, no dreams. I am a failure. I need confidences boost. 9:41 AM
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