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Monday, June 7, 2010
A Journey to 19th 12/6/1991 - I was born into this world. I cried as hard as I could. I am filled with uncertainties and fear. 1992 - One year old. I can walk and run. Enjoying how beautiful life is. 1993- Two years old. I honestly don't know what I can do back then. 1994 - Three years old. 1995 - Four years old. Have a new experience when Mum took care of cousin Lerri. A feeling of being a brother. 1996 - Five years old. Mum signed me up for kindergarten and I met my first love there. Her name is Carmen. We are like best friends, we will stick together no matter how. I think I hold her hands. This year marks the year I am the victim of bullying. Also, I break my jaw while jumping on bed, send to clinic for operation. 1997 - Six years old. The little kid with no obvious talent. 1998 - Seven years old. Starting my life as a student. I didn't cry on my first day of school. I was quiet and have no expression at all. People starting to give me stupid nicknames and bullied me. My family organized the best ever birthday party. The only party I only had throughout my life. 1999 - Eight years old. I was afraid of the 5th floor as they spread rumor about ghost wandering there. I noticed this year was short. It ended so quickly. Mum said she got cancer. ( I have no memories about it ). Mum fights her cancer. I remember the day she was back into home, her hands was connected to a blood filter machine ( looks like it ). 2000- Nine years old. Mum recovered from her cancer. My sister lost her life in an accident. A bus hit her motorcycle. I was turning into a bad person. I steal, I lie, I cheat. My mum gave me a lesson that I will never forget in my life. 2001 - Ten years old. The family was recovering from the lost. My elder brother got 4 flat in his STPM. A friend of my brother became my maths teacher and I was accused of molesting my friend. ( It was an accident. I swear. ) 2002 - Eleven years old. Nothing memorable happened. 2003 - Twelve years old. Represent my school to participate on Chinese Knowledge stuff. Facing UPSR. Got 4As and 3Bs. Have a crush on someone, we are almost there but never quite reach there. 2004 - Thirteen years old. Became a student on GBS. I was the outsider. I have no friends. People starting to pick on me. I felt like a loner. 2005 - Fourteen years old. I hate my life. I don't understand why people can have friends but I don't. Still beaten by bullies. 2006 - Fifteen years old. I met all of my best friends here. My life starting to change. I became more happier. The happiest moment in my school life. Scored 7As in PMR. Mum was happy. She was happy because I proved I am better. Told a girl that I like her. 2007 - Sixteen years old. Got into first class and listen to I AM SICK OF YOU ALL for the whole year. Sat in the airplane and flies to Macau and Hong Kong. Having fun in Disneyland. Starting to develop a crush on someone. Mum diagnosed with cancer. 2008 - Seventeen years old. Mum passed away. She asked me to take care of the family. Couldn't stop crying in the night when the dark consumed my soul. My study was getting better. A girl from my past wants to begin a relationship with me. Fought SPM with my fellow classmates. The friends I miss the most. 2009 - Eighteen years old. Got a job in Padini Concept Store. Met a lot of people. Received my SPM result. 9As and 2Bs. Watching my best friends left to further their study. Ended up in Form Six which I intent to escape. How funny fate is. Have the most sad birthday ever. 2010 - Nineteen years old. Dad yelled at me and said that if Mum was here, it will be better. My heart bleeds. Received the worst result ever, failed two subjects. 26 and 35. Speechless. ( The future has not cast in stone ) I really want to make things right. But somehow, I sank even more. 9:31 AM
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