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Monday, December 21, 2009
way over my head So, the year is coming to an end and frankly, this is my not the best year as I should say. I made wrong choices. I really regret for what I had chosen, I was overestimated my capability and ability. But damage done, life's goes on. I should start scrambling to the end as I have only one choice left, do or die. But, I kinda sad like I saw all my friends having gotta in relationship and I have none. That's leaves me in a very hard position like those buddies got no time for you, they have their lives, their studies, their problem and their girlfriend/boyfriend, so they will potentially left you alone sometimes. You know, I can't really survive in a place where I am being an outsider or outcast, like nobody bloody cares if you die, I been there, it was horrible or my ideal of hell. I am not saying of my friends and such but I think is time I need someone in life that I can share with. Not that I haven't thought about yet but I haven't meet the right one that tells me, "look, just go whatever you got to make her yours." Well, I do have a confession to make. I did been into a relationship for a day. Yes, it lasted for a day and I don't know if I should put it in the category of relationships because I wasn't into that, maybe the person did but I know I am not. So, I am still single and whiny as well. LOL. My ideal kind of girl will be someone who has common topics with me. The looks can vary but it is the heart I am looking for. Maybe, someday, sometime and someone finally steps into my life. Well, lets move on to something lighter. I watched the finale of Survivor Samoa and I want Brett to be my brother or my friend because he is soooooo freaking awesome but he got voted off. LOL. Looking forward the next season as Heroes vs Villains. My Christmas for this year is going to suck. I don't have any plans and I don't think I will have a plan. Let just sit around and see if there is the need of my presence then I shall go. LOL. I am going to do a countdown of my top 10 memorable things in 2009. Merry Xmas and a Happy New Year. May all of you find something valuable for the upcoming year. Featured best friend Seow Wei aka Joanne ( 18 years old, business student in MMU ) 1. Her favorite show is Entertaiment 100% 2. She has two brothers and the elder is married. 3. She owns a ring belong to someone who she will missed for the rest of her life. 8:48 AM
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