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Saturday, December 5, 2009
Our Song Version 23 Calendar Girl She stood up high above the building. She can feel the wind, the sun, the cloud and a form of release. She looked down. It is meters away from ground. If she jumped down, she will end up in a wooden box, guarantee. She took a long breath. Tears rolling in her eyes. She gulped. If I am lost for a day, try to find me but if I don't come back then I won't look behind me “Wait!!!” “Don’t jump!!” “What the hell are you doing!!” She can hear people screaming and yelling from distances away. She couldn’t care. She is numb. She had enough of the pain, the heartbreak, the cruel reality. She wants to jump. She has to jump. But she couldn’t bring herself to do so. She feels fear. She can taste it in her tongue. and all of the things that I thought were so easy just got harder and harder each day E, Robin and Clary rushes to the scene. They shouted loud and hard, hoping to grasp her attention but it didn’t work. There is no time left. She can die anytime. “Claryn, you stay here and try to call out help. I and Robin will head upstairs to stop her.” E devised a plan. Both Claryn and Robin nodded. E rushed up to the stairs, she can feel Robin is behind her. There is no time to lose. A life is at stake. Calendar girl who's in love with the world stay alive! She cannot stop her tears. She feels like shit. She can’t even fucking kill herself. She can feel her guts are gone, courage is certified dead. I can’t just linger here. I can do it. It will be just instant pain. C’mon. “Wait!!!” Someone cried behind her. It caught her off guard. She turned back. It was them. Elizabeth and Robin. “Leave me alone!!!!” She yelled. It was a helpless cry. “Calm down, Kee Hwee. Calm down.” Robin trying to calm her down. “Go away!!!” She screamed. She sounds like a witch. “Look, you trying to kill you aren’t a way of solution. Running away isn’t a solution. Everything can be solved. So, just step down from there and we will help you. I promise.” E tried to step forward. “Don’t come nearer to me!!!!” Her emotion is out of control. E took a step back while trying to calm her down. “It can’t be solved. It can’t be solved…” She cried. E and Robin felt helpless. “Tell me what happened, Kee Hwee. I can help you.” E said with sincerity. “You can’t. You can’t help me…” She kept mumbling. “We can, only if you tell us.” Robin added. It calms down her a little. I dreamed I was dying as I so often do and when I awoke I was sure it was true “I…I got raped.” And she said. It shocked Robin & Elizabeth. “I got raped by 5 unknown strangers.” She said and she starting to drive towards the edge of insanity. “I got raped. I got raped. I got raped. Hahahaha.” She laughed while still in tears. I can't live forever I can't always be one day I'll be sand on a beach by the sea And then, She is ready to jump. Calendar girl who is lost to the world stay alive! “NO!!!!!!!!!!” Can she stay alive? 1:12 AM
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