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Thursday, April 2, 2009
PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE Zihan, Sorry I quoted your favorite phrase from One Tree Hill. Seriously, he even wrote that in my physics's paper in Form 4 and kept bugging me with the phrase when Benson departs to PJ. Is truth that everyone is leaving out my life and move on but I am still the same place I stood for the past almost 18 years. The class we shared together, I don't know how many people actually still around here somewhere. I miss my school life so much. I can't see my friends regulary, no chit-chatting, no breaking rules, no talking back behind a teacher, no more "I WANNA CUT YOUR HAIR", no more morning assembly, no more fighting with each other, happily singing songs in class. The memory is still fresh but yet seems so distance. Imagine just a months back, our lives still intact together and now, is just gone without a trace. Face it people, once you left, your part in our lives wasn't going to be same anymore. You will be forgotten slowly and the next time, bang, total strangers. I am not sure whether my fate still lingers here or out of somewhere soon but in the end, I will leave this town ( including this country ) and never come back again. I am going out to get closer to my dream, out to search the reasons why God choose me to stay alive, out to enjoy my freedom. ( I am still in love the idea of went missing for weeks or years and come back all of the sudden. The plan is like traveling while working in each stop, the paid will be low but is a great way to enjoy life. I am out there to meet every people and in touch with other culture, maybe I will grow more mature by then. ) So, the point is GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY CURRENT BUDDIES BECAUSE ONE DAY, WE'LL BE DISCONNECTED AND I HOPE NEXT TIME I SAW YOU, YOU'LL BE IN GREAT SHAPE AND HAPPY ABOUT YOUR LIVE AND TRY TO STAY ALIVE, WILL YA? And I cried ( shed a drop of tears ) for drama The Gems Of Life when the sisters mother got the Alzhimer's diease ( I don't know how to spell it ). It makes me think of my mom ( I am having a huge flashback about my mum nowadays, I don't know why. ) Maybe if my mum is here, my life won't be that hard. I can still talk to her instead of facing those freaking walls and computer. I can still eat her dishes and bitching about our relatives. I never knew how much I love her nagging & scolding me. LOL. I will never heard of it anymore. My mum is a smartest woman I ever met in my life. I will miss her, till the end of my breathing. 11:15 AM
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