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Sunday, March 29, 2009
THE TRUTH ALWAYS HURTS The previous post revived my blog, a lot of people commented that I am harsh ( not just Benson ) and shocked everyone. I am here to tell you, I am not wrong. You see, I am not shy but I choose my own friends. The reason I just don't buddy buddy with everyone because I saw something in them, something very unpleasant and ugly. I never doubt that everyone have their own weakness, I know I have my own. Nobody is perfect and I understood that long time ago. But, some people is just very... selfish. The guy I mentioned below, he said things, things I think normal people won't say it out. You guys never heard of it, so I hope you guys just don't judge. In fact, I saw nothing good from him. He treated friendship as a profit business which is I highly hate the part of it. Go and ask around how he really is and then judge this issue. If you think I am wrong, yes, I shouldn't say it out loud in here but I just tell those people how he really is. This is the truth, in my eyes, he is that kind of people. I have no doubt he still have good qualities thou. But, he can never change how the way I look at him. And I really hate myself today. I think I should be more nicer to dad. I am too harsh to him. When I am a little kid, I never saw my dad as what I saw today, I used to think he is a very understanding and nice dad that everyone wanted to have. But now, I don't know, we just don't go eye on eye with each other. My aunt came here today and said I am filial son for my mom and stuff, but since mum is gone, I treated my dad...not very well. I guess mum will be yelling at me now if she finds out because dad treat us very well, I mean very well. Sometimes I regretted the way I talked and acted to him but I just don't click with him. People think that he is a very stingy person ( my bro too ), yes, I admit he is very stingy and that's what I don't like it. He shouts at me when he get frustrated, stubborn and REALLY LIKED to ask stupid questions ( I choose not to elaborate ). I will work on it. He is my dad anyway, I should be nice, at least. PS : stingy = either kiap siap or small gas, in my case, kiap siap. PSS : I remember once I said this to my friend. "Those who got mad at you on certain issue, you can just ignore them, true friends see that long time and they choose to confront in person, not talking back." Something for someone, Sometimes, I know you are looking in a way I am using you, but sorry, I wanna tell you, I never did that, maybe my action sounds like it but in truth, I am very honest in friendship, I am really using the heart with my friends, not mouth. Just something you should know. 3:29 AM
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