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Wednesday, January 20, 2010
revoke the darkness I did something really bad today. Maybe I was under stress, or maybe it just me. I scolded my friend indirectly. I forgot that she has assigned a job from me and I snapped when she refused to help me. I am deeply sorry for what I said. I am always aware of my bad habit but yet I can't do anything about it. Is kinda frustrated when you know it but yet you can't change it. The devil lives inside my soul and he deposited his evil thoughts. Ah!! Well, things got dissolved after I apologize. I will try to control myself as far as I could. I am pretty vulnerable when I am around my best friends because I usually lower down my barrier and let things roll. I think Wee Loon bears most of my insanity. LOL. Joanne and Ah Chin usually shoot me back while Zi Han usually tolerates with me and Shaun took my sarcasm quietly. Anyway, our class received a CNY card today by Bio 2. I generally thought that something but the truth unveils itself, well, the truth is always ugly isn't it? Thanks Wee Loon mentioning my name inside. Ha! I am thinking off wearing my con for the rest of the Feb since I still have a pair of unused con and I have to use it before it expires. ( since I switched to daily con that lasted for a day, I don't really wear the old one. ) Condolence for the victims family. Having the one who you love, go without a wind. You can only feel the pain, numbness and tears. I have been through that, a person that is so important in your life, gone. The pain is almost unbearable, so painful that you can find yourself woke up in tears. You will never forget their existence, as you kept reminding all those good deeds they have done to you. You smile when someone talked about how great they are when they are alive, and you appreciate their presence in your life. Maybe, just maybe, they have escaped from all the sorrow & pain being a human and off to a better place. This world isn't so great after all, full of selfishness and corrupted human being. So, the three guys that shared my last name, is really nice to know there is a lot of "the goat with feathery wings." out there doing something great, perhaps, I should do something too. Rest in peace, my friends. 6:29 AM
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