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Thursday, September 17, 2009
Stuff. Heart. Weirdo. Lost I just realize that not so many people actually know about my past, my background and my stuff. I was thinking that maybe I hide too much? or they just couldn't care? But seriously, I don't really want to talk about my life that much even though I always complaining and whining. ( Yes, I am very very ungrateful. But hell, I do live in it. ) Ha, that means I am the cause of those problems. Sometimes, I was in a need-someone-to-talk-to moment, where I check in my contacts, trying to search someone and tell them things that bother me, but, it just relatively hard to do so. He is busy, she is not available, he is asleep, he doesn't know anything about me ... So, I ended up lying in my bed, thinking, thinking and thinking. Coming to age of 18, everyone of us are very very busy with their own life, studies, gfs/bfs, family, friends ... everyone has his/her issues, so I don't want to be an annoying guy bugging people. That's suck. Anyway, I am a very bad person. I should just leave the weirdo alone instead of commenting of her bizarre behaviour which annoys me. She is just under a lot of stress and I think is that people are like looking down on her or something. I been through that underdog, weird, nerd period where I don't have any friends to cling on. But, she is seriously weird and akward and I do recommend her to consult someone because it is adnormal, her studying technique was a total failure. But I wouldn't talk to her because I think I might die, I just don't click with people like them. ( It stress me out too. ) This post is very hard to read because I am tired, lost and sleepy. Oh, I skipping meals again!!! Shit, eat!! eat!! eat!! 10:34 AM
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