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Friday, November 28, 2008
FUCKED UP STUPID ME i have a confession to make, YES, for all these while i been whining, bitching, complaint about my friendship. Like i feel like an outcast and outsider. This is mainly not their fault, is mine but i never blame on them, i am just blaming myself for all this while. I think i am insecure about friendship because what i been through when i am small, i don't have any friends back to primary school, mine so called friends always backstab and bully me. so i pretty much alone, so i don't trust friends anymore since then. Back to form 1 and form 2, i am a total nerd and i don't much friends and hence i give up my last strings of hope. In form 3, things starting to change when puan lai shuffle our places. I met joanne, zihan and liza. Since then, i have friends. But those insecure never go away, i kept feeling extream lonely and feels like an outsider. And years pass by, i met up with a bunch of friends and i still never changed. Today is a wake up call. Siew yun voted me as small gas and hai ling show me how i been acting with friendships. I realize that how ungrateful i am. My friends love me and that doesn't mean that they have to always hang out, talk, sit beside me. I am so sorry for i what i did. I act emo in class because of friendship problem and scare the shit out of people. OH FUCK, zihan, i am so sorry. i am really sorry for what i did. I should never doubt you. I am sorry, for wee loon, ah chin and all my friends. SORRY. siew yun sorry because letting you down. duri dalam bunga, sorry. i will never be emo again for sure. LOL so, i will letting the insecure thing down and never spell a word " for god sake i am an outsider." so, you guys want some tea? LOL i love you guys. wait, do i sounds gay? screw that. Special thanks to siew yun and hai ling for wake me up. Good friends tell your weakness, bad friends tell your awesomeness. BUT, always use your brain to analyze. 7:38 AM
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